Seven Things You Probably Didn't Know Before And Probably Will Wish You Didn't Know After You Know them:
2. I'm totally a cat person. I love cats SO much and will always bend down to give your cat a snuggle if you own one. Josh is allergic, so I can't have my own, which breaks my heart.
4. I've owned two miserably painful businesses. :-D Both were great learning experiences, although both ended with bad circumstances. The first was selling stickers and custom desktop publishing (I sold stickers at the MTC, BYU bookstore & Deseret Book). The second was a partnership to make movies for LDS kids. That one fell apart when I got pregnant with the twins and my partners decided to move to greener pastures. I'll always feel sad about that.
5. I lived in Baden, Austria for six months when I was seven years old. My dad was helping administer the Study Abroad program for BYU that semester. That was an amazing experience and I
6. The last two are two pieces of the same puzzle. I have increasingly had "anxiety" issues in the last few years. The first piece of this is that I totally freeze up in most social situations. I used to be the life of the party and social all the time. Now I nearly have an anxiety attack when I'm calling my best friends. I see all my neighbors doing stuff together all the time and I just sort of sit by and feel bad that I'm not joining in. Ouch.
7. The last thing is that I get extreme performance anxiety when I sing. The most embarrassing moment of my life was trying to sing for the relief society two Christmases ago when I was sick. I slaughtered the song, couldn't breathe right, and my voice was totally uncontrollable with those thick vocal chords. I wanted to absolutely melt into the floor and disappear. And then... for some strange reason... I volunteered to sing again the year after... and this year I'm singing another solo. Apparently I'm a slow learner. And I'm also scared spitless.
Sorry they're so long-winded. That is something you already knew about me--the longwindedness. Now I get to "tag" some people. I'd love to learn more about Craig & Jaclyn, Sandra, Mike (though I doubt he'd dare put something so fluffy on his uber-techno-geekiness blog), Lisa, and all of my Mommies friends. :-)
I've always thought you sing beautifully! I'm sorry to hear that it's rough for you, but I must admit that I'm excited you're singing again this year! It will be amazing! :)
ReplyDeleteTennille, you totally just made my week! I think I'm gonna blog all about my illustrious singing history sometime and you'll understand why it's so rough for me!
ReplyDeleteI too think that you sing great and I admire your guts, I don't think I could be brave enough to sing in front of so many people.
ReplyDeleteYay! I am so glad you took the plunge and disclosed your secrets ;) That anxiety thing is true in my life too. It's strange that the older I get the more anxious I feel in social settings. I think it should be the opposite!
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ReplyDeleteYou don't know me from a hole in the wall, but good luck singing in Relief Society -- at least you aren't singing in Sacrament. But I understand how you feel. I get a huge case of stage fright anytime I am put in the spotlight.
I posted the link under your comment on my blog but I thought I'd post here too, so you'd be more likely to see it!
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You know, I don't think I said a word to Pete, but he was super nice. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm glad that you choose to sing. It reflects your courage and your talent for communicating effectively in varying formats. I seem to recall that you were a good dancer too; so, you have an artsy streak that is a blessing -- or a curse, depending on how flat/sharp your singing is... he he he.
No, but in real life, singing is not forbidden, singing is good (especially yours).